My husband passed away a year ago and life has been hell and heart break ever since. After some advice from a friend of mine I put myself on internet dating. I got dozens of interest and found myself talking to a certain man from the west coast. He insisted that I must come and meet him as he is always busy and he likes me so much that he thinks we must meet in person to know the chemistry, needless to say I liked him too. After talking to a few people I decided to go and meet him. He picked me up at the airport and I was delighted to see that he was better looking in person than the internet.
We went for dinner from the airport and he suggested going to his house and watch a movie or something and then he can take me to the hotel if I want or I can stay in his house. By now I was comfortable enough to follow his advice. All the way he held my hand. When we reached his home he went around showing his home to me, when we entered his bedroom he hugged me and proceeded to get hot and heavy, I was attracted to him but this was a surprise. I insisted that he stop. He kept pushing himself and kept telling me to let loose and enjoy the moment as we both deserve to be happy. I did not enjoy a minute of this sudden action as I was not ready for it. He had his way and left as nothing happened in less then 5 minutes. I was shocked and confused. Right after that his attitude changed to cold and carless he only wanted to talk about his kids and family. As if nothing had happened he bought me the morning after pill the next day and left me at the airport without even a hug.
Call me if you feel like it he said. This incident has left me more broken than before. - Catrina